Ok, so today I go with my "baby sister" who is really a friend of the family to a clinic because she is having a rough time with her choice. She doesn't want to keep the baby and I'm trying to support her as my sister in which ever choice she wants to make. Well she comes out of the Clinic crying because they got her to see a sonogram of the baby and it crushed her. She didn't handle it well at all, but her friend wouldn't let anyone of the family comfort her because she goes to her friend instead of us. When we tried to comfort her, the friend kept pulling her away from us and it pissed me off. God people are jerks (I would use a more derogatory word, but I am sure some people actually read this. I just don't know what I am going to do, I want to support her but I also don't want her going through the hell of it. This is so confusing for me because I have never been in this position, and I am planning on going back to job corps and I am blocking everything out of my life save myself and my baby sister, which is hurting some of my friends and I know it is but I have to focus on me for once. I never used to focus on me and my needs always it was other people and theirs never what I wanted. I have to be selfish at some point. Oh and then on top of it all I can't log into chats Today sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!